It's been like, ages that I haven't written a journal entry here. Sorry about that, but anyway those who read this know that I haven't been uploading much of anything lately either.
This year has been so full and yet so empty at the same time. I quit university, came home, tried to find a job and didn't, got my driver's licence, fell in love for the first time and started a long distance relationship, tried to enter a public animation school, almost entered a private animation school which I could not afford, had to finally say no to that school, had an argument with my mother thus left home for good, got my heart broken for the first time, asked a friend if I could stay at his place as a roommate if I found a job where he lived, finally found a part-time job in a fast food restaurant... I suppose this year has been in fact pretty full and what feels empty now is only me.
I'm not complaining here. I think I've changed a lot over the past year, and all the more over the past six months. I just feel like I've lost some kind of innocence I had before, like I've been disappointed a bit too many times in a row to really care anymore. All these schools that I've tried to enter have made me realize that the only way I could ever make a living out of art would be being rich enough to afford a private school. I've spent a whole year then wondering what I was going to do, and I don't even have many more answers now.
I learned a lot about people too. I learned what love can do to someone and also what it can undo. Before that I used to tell great stories about love and blabla but really, I didn't know what I was talking about. I think I was only repeating stuff I'd seen in movies, or I'd read about in books. Now I know, and I hope when I get over all the hatred and sadness and resentment I feel at the moment, I'll be able to use what I've learnt to my advantage. In my stories, my drawings, etc.

I've had a website made too : Aethalia.fr
It's still under construction so the commission part isn't on yet. I'm still doing commissions by the way, even though I don't draw a lot these days I'd still be happy to make one for you. If you're interested don't hesitate to note me ot send me an e-mail at : aethalia25@yahoo.fr

I have to go to work now, I just wanted to tell you what I'd been up to this year. And again I'm sorry for not uploading a lot of stuff these days. I swear even though I often come out as the most negative person on earth in my journals, it's not always the case haha. Hopefully I'll post things really soon. Love you all guys and thanks a lot for your constant support.










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